Actually I thought of writing my history, but the thing which I faced today made me to write this. To be open through this I am making my frustration to come out.
Today we had our games period. First of all I am doing my bachelor in education. We will be having our sports day on January month. I was asked to do March fast. We were doing in group. I don't have interest in doing all these idiots. To be frank I love to play without any rules among my friends. I was doing that in a wrong way. That pt teacher spotted me and said I was doing in a wrong way. If we do in a wrong way the person who are in front as well as in back will get hurt. So what happened is everyone started to laugh at me. First I got sensitive but I took it in sense that its all are fair. I am not a kid. Just it passed. Then he made us to walk in three. I was not doing well again. Everyone did the same what they did before.
And the one which was the highest is, a girl came to me and imitated the way I did it. I didn't reveal to her but I got tear in my eyes. I stopped playing in my eight standard. After the gap of nearly 7 years I have been playing now.
The thing I learnt today is this is how others feel in class when I express the same emotion that they gave me if they were wrong in class.
So my understanding is don't laugh at others weakness. And this will be the lastday I am doing it.
Even the girl who imitated me was my good friend and now I was not able to see her in same mentality how i was seeing her before.
That's my mentality and I need to change.
Thanks for listening.
Bye friends
Sunday, 11 December 2016
My experience today 🙇🙇🙇🙇🙇
Monday, 28 November 2016
Who am I
Hai friends. First I thank you people for reading this. I don't want to reveal my identity. So let me name as Shwetha my favourite name.
I have been in a new place for the past four months. Basically i am from a orthodox family. It was the first time I came out without anyone's support. My parents are well supporting me.
Then why it is needed to write all this. Yes there is. I am without family lots of homesick. I am not comfortable with anyone. I love to be in alone but not in hostel. But in this society there is no time for people to talk among us. They have time to chat and speak through mobile.
It may be in my college a well reputed historical institution in chennai. Yes I have friends in the sake of name. They use me for their work. I does. Some friends who are not close, have no issue in copying my idea. And the one who was close to me have no time to lend her ear so that I could reduce my burden. You know what my problem is I talk or speak louder. There are some who say to me not to talk louder and others just make fun of me by laughing. They don't say why they laugh but eventually I got to know them.
Ok finally now why I got to write all these is only one thing if there is some technological work given by my staffs more than half of the class stands before me. I am not making me larger than them. But I feel or remember those moments at that time. As they learn from me do better than me by copying my own idea. Then the destiny again leads me into thinking at more level. Thats the only great thing which give some satisfaction that i could do better than them. Thank you Lord for making me feel special.
I have been in a new place for the past four months. Basically i am from a orthodox family. It was the first time I came out without anyone's support. My parents are well supporting me.
Then why it is needed to write all this. Yes there is. I am without family lots of homesick. I am not comfortable with anyone. I love to be in alone but not in hostel. But in this society there is no time for people to talk among us. They have time to chat and speak through mobile.
It may be in my college a well reputed historical institution in chennai. Yes I have friends in the sake of name. They use me for their work. I does. Some friends who are not close, have no issue in copying my idea. And the one who was close to me have no time to lend her ear so that I could reduce my burden. You know what my problem is I talk or speak louder. There are some who say to me not to talk louder and others just make fun of me by laughing. They don't say why they laugh but eventually I got to know them.
Ok finally now why I got to write all these is only one thing if there is some technological work given by my staffs more than half of the class stands before me. I am not making me larger than them. But I feel or remember those moments at that time. As they learn from me do better than me by copying my own idea. Then the destiny again leads me into thinking at more level. Thats the only great thing which give some satisfaction that i could do better than them. Thank you Lord for making me feel special.
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