How my tongue created twist in my life?

Hi friends! It has been a long time I met you people. But good evening.  So now you are going to read my beautiful twist in my education.

Initially from my childhood I was interested in pursuing civil services and that was my aspiration from my childhood. I always wanted to be a leader. I don't know why? But nice know.

Okay getting in to the topic, I pursued my secondary and higher secondary in reputed institutions. I was always blaming a college nearby to my home saying that who would study here. That is not a reputed institution most of them were from  villages and contains more people who have secured low marks in their public exams. My mom always scolds me for speaking like this. She says whoever speaks wrong of any person or place or anything they will always experience the consequences which is not favorite to them.  This is what happened with me. Which institution  I was blaming for years has become my graduate college in spite of securing more marks in my public exams. That was the time I realized that I was always wrong. The institution which I was blaming for years gave me the experience which my reputed schools can't give me. Thanks God for proving me wrong.

Now I have been in a very reputed institution of my country and I am proud to be here because of experience I gained from my previous colleges. Thanks God for placing me in such a college. Sorry for all the wrong deeds I did till now. Thank you.

The thing I learnt is Don't blame anyone without knowing what they are or what they are undergoing.
Thank you once again.

What is jallikattu? Why needed?

What is jallikattu?  Why we need it? Whether it is wrong to play with bulls? Whether they're harming animals? Here is explanation and why it is?

Jallikattu is a traditional sport of Tamil Nadu following for 4000 years. This sport involves participation of bulls especially belonging to Tamil Nadu of Indian subcontinent. Here these bulls are trained specially for this game. But the preparation includes taking the bull to swimming regularly to make its leg suitable for game and they are not used for ploughing. Nearly 400-500 rupees of Indian money spent for these bulls daily.

Again coming into sports, here these bulls are made to run from a gate called vaadivaasal. They are not made to run by hitting or harming as the organisation called PETA said but merely here master of the bull calls it from the other end. So no harm. This sport is conducted within a fence and a limit has been given. This bull made to run from vaadivasal should be catched by the persons in their hump not their horn and they need to go by catching hump till the end or make that bull fall in floor.  If they catch horn they are disqualified. This is to be noted.

During this process the chances of bull getting harmed is more and more less than human getting harmed. So we need not have PETA here it should be for Human rights. But just leave it. 

This Peta a organisation for animals won't fight against killing of hen, Goats, fish and these cows for food like chicken, meat, fish and most important beef. For them these things don't come under killing of animals but Jallikattu comes under it. I don't know why this Peta against it. This is because to import semen of male bulls of foreign breed so that these kangeyam type of bulls especially for jallikattu will get lost. And happily ever after they can bring their breed. Our cows which breeds with  kangeyam gives A2 type of milk suitable for our climate giving good health but if these jersey comes inside we will have A1 type of milk which creates disorders in all types in humans. Milk which is Rs.45 per litre in Indian money will become Rs.2000 after introduction of foreign countries because INDIA IS THE LARGEST MILK PRODUCING COUNTRY AND CONSUMING COUNTRY.   So targeting our economy it has been done. And that PETA  has behind this foreign breed introduction. They are just a tool used by the foreign countries.

To say why it has gained this momentum, in chennai marina beach, there has been protest  to with hold the bulls atleast in Tamil Nadu because already this artificial insemination of foreign breeds has been spread very powerfully making Gujarat Gir variety of Bull to extinct species.  But we Tamilians will not make these things to happen in our state and will not depend on foreign countries to get our basic thing ie milk.

And you know one thing there has been mass protest going on in Tamil Nadu especially in Marina beach and Madurai Alanganallur where  Jallikattu has been conducted for 4000 years. In Marina nearly one LAKH students and youths has been participating till now. For this a PETA member RADHA RAJAN Has said these amount of strength could be gathered if free sex is offered in BBC RADIO. This PETA fighting for animal rights is abusing human with out any basic knowledge.  I think she must be a women if not i don't know. To be simple she can't face any women from now even her Daughter if She has.

Thank you friends for reading.

Where I was Born?

Hai I have been after a long time.

Today I am going to tell you about my family and culture. Yes as said before I am from a orthodox family where girls are not encouraged to study and not able to present their ideas before the family members. Women in my family have the rights to present their ideas but they are not respected just for the sake they hear it.

In my family Girls need to be dressed in salwar suit or saree not in jeans or other types of dresses.
Everything has a guideline. We need to obey them and walk through those lines. I was given Two hours counselling by our family friend and the most respected person in my family. You know for what I shouldn't fall in love with anyone.

I need to present another important one. I don't trust in love marriage. I was always interested toward arranged marriage. I don't know why? But what I felt is two persons gave birth to you and brought you up in a well manner without any consequences. What is the need to go against them? This is what this Parkavi is.This is my name not shwetha.

I have been born in a holy city called Srirangam where rituals are valid than a human thinking. I was also so dedicated towards those rituals and believe in those rituals. But what to do, it is my mind makes me to think in both ways.

I have a joint family with my Grandma who is cooking for our whole family till now and believes in all rituals done in a brahmin family. I am not a brahmin. I like their culture and the way they give freedom to women.

I am the first girl to come out of my city to pursue a degree outside our place. Everyone in the family thought it is a need to go and study there but my mom and dad was with me and they supported as said before.

With My Grandma, I also have my own brother together with my close relatives like mama, mami, chitti, cousin, everyone. There is no limitation in my family for relations.  I have everything a perfect family though all are not in same home but nearer to each other and everyone.

But all the plights that I mentioned for girls in my family has changed only in education. I need to dress in the way how my dad,brother,mama,mami,sister,grandma but I got the freedom to explore the world with their limitations. This education is also meant to study what they like i.e I am going to be a teacher because My family wanted it as it is safe for girls.

Thank God but they wanted me to pursue it outside so that I could learn something.

I have been here for the past five months staying in hostel doing all my things on my own like coming in train alone not with anyone for safety. Going to buy something in shops on own which is not allowed before. And especially trying to take little decision on my own.

Yes my exploration continues and experiences also continues....

Thank you for reading. We will meet later. Bye. Have a nice day.

My experience today 🙇🙇🙇🙇🙇

    Actually I thought of writing my history, but the thing which I faced today made me to write this. To be open through this I am making my frustration to come out.
     Today we had our games period. First of all  I am doing my bachelor in education. We will be having our sports day on January month. I was asked to do March fast. We were doing in group. I don't have interest in doing all these idiots. To be frank I love to play without any rules among my friends. I was doing that in a wrong way. That pt teacher spotted me and said I was doing in a wrong way.  If we do in a wrong way the person who are in front as well as in back will get hurt. So what happened is everyone started to laugh at me. First I got sensitive but I took it in sense that its all are fair. I am not a kid. Just it passed. Then he made us to walk in three. I was not doing well again. Everyone did the same what they did before.
   And the one which was the highest is, a girl came to me and imitated the way I did it. I didn't reveal to her but I got tear in my eyes. I stopped playing in my eight standard. After the gap of nearly 7 years I have been playing now.
   The thing I learnt today is this is how others feel in class when I express the same emotion that they gave me if they were wrong in class.
    So my understanding is don't laugh at others weakness. And this will be the lastday I am doing it.
     Even the girl who imitated me was my good friend and now I was not able to see her in same mentality how i was seeing her before.
   That's my mentality and I need to change.
    Thanks for listening.
Bye friends

Who am I

Hai friends. First I thank you people for reading this. I don't want to reveal my identity. So let me name as Shwetha my favourite name.
I have been in a new place for the past four months. Basically i am from a orthodox family. It was the first time I came out without anyone's support. My parents are well supporting me.
Then why it is needed to write all this. Yes there is. I am without family lots of homesick. I am not comfortable with anyone. I love to be in alone but not in  hostel. But in this society there is no time for people to talk among us. They have time to chat and speak through mobile.
It may be in my college a well reputed historical institution in chennai. Yes I have friends in the sake of name. They use me for their work. I does. Some friends who are not close, have no issue in copying my idea. And the one who was close to me have no time to lend her ear so that I could reduce my burden. You know what my problem is I talk or speak louder. There are some  who say to me not to talk louder and others just make fun of me by laughing. They don't say why they laugh but eventually I got to know them.
Ok finally now why I got to write all these is only one thing if there is some technological work given by my staffs  more than half of the class stands before me.  I am not making me larger than them. But I feel or remember those moments at that time. As they learn from me do better than me by copying my own idea. Then the destiny again leads me into thinking at more level. Thats the only great thing which give some satisfaction that i could do better than them. Thank you Lord for making me feel special.